A good friend of mine committed suicide. I found her body all bloated and black (she was a white girl & the police asked me if she was a black lady - they wouldn't go too near because of the smell). She did it with sleeping pills - much better than a violent death but the silly thing managed to find a place where no one would look and it took some days in a confined place before I found her. She would have been mortified if she knew that I would have found her in that state.

She's where she wants to be now. Life goes on. Put me right off eating for two days though. Fortunately this experience hasn't affected me much and all I remember is just being angry with her!

What I'm getting though is some people suffer the deepest darkest depression that most of us will never experience. I remember her saying at the time that all she can see is blackness. 99% of the time she was happy go lucky but this hit her like a brick.

Still, if you are going to take your life why do it violently? Surely going to sleep and not waking up is the easiest & nicest way to go?

Spreading body parts over a wide area is just bizarre.

Yeah, sometimes it's over a week before i'll look in the boot (trunk) of my car.

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WTF? How many trains have you seen with two wheels in the middle as well?
I haven't seen any....
Anyone else seen any? Please reply.

why do they always use trains for suicide.....

That's not the way to catch a train!